First Post

So much is going on right now, that I don't even know where to begin.  I made the decision to leave my husband, that about sums up my life.  Things weren't horrible, but they weren't great.  For about the last year, I have wanted to get the courage to leave, but it never came.  Finally, I think I am strong enough to walk away, but am still unsure.  I just know I don't want to live the rest of my life unhappy.  I am not sure if divorcing him will make me any happier, but I know that staying married won't.  There is so much going on in my head right now, that I know I need a positive way to deal with my thoughts and I am hoping journaling will be my way of dealing with and understanding my emotions.  So, I am starting this blog as my journal.  I will hopefully write about my thoughts, feelings, emotions and also day to day happenings as I sort through and begin my new life.  I just hope that the biggest decision of my life doesn't turn into a regret one day...