April 1, 2010

How can I believe that anyone loves me if I don't even love myself?  I hate myself so much right now and don't know why I have made the decisions that I have.  I have hurt so many people and seem to continue to hurt them.  I am in so much pain and have so much self hatred right now that I can barely handle it.  I don't know what to do or how I am going to get through this.  I know that time will heal, but I don't know if I have that much time left.